abg... since we broke up... I keep falling in love with the wrong boy... that boy I keep falling in love is the same boy I told myself that I supposedly not to fall in love with him… The worse is every time I told my heart to stop all unnecessary feeling… It keeps refusing to hear me… I’m tired enough falling in love with that boy… The same boy I admired before I accepted u (abg) in my life… Means almost 10 month I admired him… But just now I was thinking… Actually, he didn’t realize it… Bcoz in his world I didn’t exist only he exists in my world… U knows what abg… I just want to tell u all this last time I msge U… But u just said something that makes me stop thinking to tell u about this… I’m sorry if we broke up bcoz of me… I hope u find other ways to solve your problems coz I’m not able to help u anymore…
That person I love, he didn’t care about me anymore coz he have his own responsibility n his own girl... It’s hard to pretend that I love someone else when I don't but it’s harder to pretend that I don't love someone when I really do… Yeah~… It’s my fault coz he didn’t make me fall to him but I just fall… Maybe bcoz I admired him 4 a long time so I’m hoping he’ll realize but I forgot that I just enter his life for just sometimes… I need to be strong… I just have myself to cheer me up coz all my friends know I fall in love but nobody know its him… Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me… hehe… The most important thing I need to bear in my mind is “A million words would not bring him to me, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried”…
That person I love, he didn’t care about me anymore coz he have his own responsibility n his own girl... It’s hard to pretend that I love someone else when I don't but it’s harder to pretend that I don't love someone when I really do… Yeah~… It’s my fault coz he didn’t make me fall to him but I just fall… Maybe bcoz I admired him 4 a long time so I’m hoping he’ll realize but I forgot that I just enter his life for just sometimes… I need to be strong… I just have myself to cheer me up coz all my friends know I fall in love but nobody know its him… Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me… hehe… The most important thing I need to bear in my mind is “A million words would not bring him to me, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried”…
