Tuesday, December 15, 2009

begiNikaH akHirnya?

Posted by zimie at 2:59 AM 0 comments

Bila agaknya bahagia akan menjadi milikku?

Bila agaknya kisah duka begini akan berlalu?

Bila agaknya cinta sejati itu akan datang padaku?

Bila agaknya hati ini sepenuhnya akan melepaskanmu?

Jika tiada cinta…

Mengapa mengatakan ada?

Jika tiada rindu…

Mengapa mesti menyatakannya?

Jika tiada sayang…

Mengapa meluahkannya?

Jika tiada kasih…

Mengapa ada kita?

Berkali kita berpisah…

Kau beri peluang entah keberapa…

Namun tidak pernah kekal hubungan kita…

Kerna akhirnya terpisah jua…

Lalu aku memutuskan untuk melupakannya…

Aku cuba hidup bahagia…

Aku cuba melupakan kisah kita…

Tapi kau datang meminta peluang pula…

Kerana ada cinta aku terima…

Kerana ada rindu ku cantumkan semula hubungan kita…

Doaku satu, semoga ia kekal selamanya…

Tapi sayang, hubungan ini gagal juga…

Kelemahanku ini…

Kebencianmu…

Persoalanku ini…

Mencabar kelelakianmu…

Lalu kau tega melukakanku,

Cuba menduakan diriku,

Hingga tiada kata terluah dariku,

Terasa sia-sia kasih sayangku…

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sambungannya nnt bile ad idea

Sunday, December 13, 2009

seMakin ReDa kemaRahan..

Posted by zimie at 9:03 PM 0 comments
mie rase dye pon ade maki mie kat pompuan tu...
tp biar ape pown jadi...
hati nie ttp akan bersabar sbb mie x penah membenci...
x kan melepaskan...
x kan melupakan...
selagi ada cinta dalam hati....

sanGat meLuat...

Posted by zimie at 8:43 PM 0 comments
It juz sumthing dat came out from my heart...

"Yalah, aq doa apa mie buat kna kat mie balik"
hohO... mulut xdak insuren...
sape yg buat sape?
"sy x leh trskn lg... cukp la sampai cni jak hubungan kta.. sya mnta maaf sy tgglkn **** wat sekian klinya... sy hrp **** bhgia ngn pmpn 2"
dah tinggalkan tp x lepaskn?
berapa kali dah mcm nie...
yg jd magsa lak mie yang ingat mmg xde pape da...
sape tah yang ckp x serupa bikin...
agaknye fikiran terlalu sempit sampai hanya nampak kesalahan orang...
kesalah sendiri x terasa la plak....

bnyk msge dak yg kite syg nie maki ko...
ckp ko kimak la ape la...
aQ x pnh lak rase nak fwrd kat ko dr dulu...
sbb aQ pk perasaan ko n aQ x nak ko benci org yg aQ syg...oPs yg kta syg...
tp ternyata x gune pown aQ jage aty ko...
sbb ilmu ko cetek cam aQ gak...
tapi fikiran ko lg sempit kot...
n yang pentinG... ko lg selffish dr aQ....

org keliling ko dok pk aty ko...
tp ko buat donno lak... x kan la ngok sgt kot kan...
or mungkin sbb fikir yang diri tu semuanya btol...
ko lupe nak jage aty org yang sll jage aty ko...

selama nie ape ko ckp aQ pendam je...
abis² pon aQ bg taw kat laki tu yg aty aQ sakit...
tp cuKup la jage aty kO...
sbb orG cam ko tak penah nk pahaM perasaan org lain..
ckp je aQ x paham... tp ko lagi x paham...

n untuk kawan aQ yang suke kat pompuan nie...
x pe... aQ sentiasa doakan moga hati ko terubat dgn sikap dia yg x paham ko...
aQ doakan kebahagiaan ko k kawan...
ko jgn pilu² cam aQ... jgn sedey²... sbb ko ada aQ sbgi kawan ko...
mungkin x same dgn pompuan nie...
tp aku akan cube doakan moga Tuhan bagi yang lagi baik dr dye utk ko k...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

"He left me"

Posted by zimie at 11:05 PM 0 comments

Td ade tgk satu video n terjumpa la ayat nie…

“He left her”… tapi mie bukan nak tulis pasal he left her but “he left me”…

Amacam? Menarik tak tajuk? Jom bace about my story lak…

Real Love Story k… hikhik…



He left me…

After I gave him all my heart…

After I gave everything that he need…

After almost 2 month he knew me…

He left me…

After he said he starts to love me…

After he said he won’t be with other girls…

After he said he will not accept his ex-girl…

He left me…

For a girl that make him hurt…

For a girl that always make me felt guilty…

For a girl who said I’m the one who cause them break up…

For a girl that is his ex-girl…

He left me…

On the same day I wish he is at my side…

On the day I cry so hard…

On the day I don’t have anybody to share my problem with…

On the day everyone blames me for a thing that is not my fault…

He left me…

Saying that he hope I will found someone that cam make me happy…

Saying that I can get a better one who is better than him…

Saying that he doesn’t like me anymore since we fought before…

Saying things that he has promise n said before is all false n fake…

He left me…

Without hear my explanation…

Without considered about my feeling…

Without think about my heart that starts breaking…

He left me…

Crying… Hoping… and still loving him…

But he still left me… For me, I still waited for him n forever I will love him…

Month later, he came back to me… Asking if he can get chance to do a right things for me…

Make me happy… Love me… and promise will love me forever…

Because I still loved him… I accepted… Giving him a chance even I’m afraid I will get hurt again…

And now, I prayed and wish he was my forever… I wish what he promised to me is all true… I wish he want me more than I want him… I wish he will not leave me anymore…

But I realize it just a wish… Hope that only I can ask from Allah s.w.t…

But only Allah s.w.t knew if he is meant to me or not…

Therefore, I will not stop praying…

Lastly for him… I just want to say…

I LOVE U ABANG… always n forever… I’m yours n u is mine…

 

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